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Oct. 6th, 2004 @ 09:45 am Quick note
temperment: restless
I'm sorry it's been awhile...I can't even write much now, we have to hide a lot of things that are muggle...with the DE's running around and all. So far negoitiations have been as good as it can be when you are "negotiating" with DE's. I've been heading back to the hut lately to find Gurglemesh pale as a ghost and looks ready to collapse...I've told Charlie about it, he thinks I should talk to him, help raise his spirits.

We're pretty sure he's fighting the Imperius curse, and it's sapping his strength. I think I'll owl Remus for some chocolate. That's always a good pick me up.

Need to go...
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strawberries
Sep. 27th, 2004 @ 12:59 am On Eggshells
temperment: distressed
sounds: Charlie snorring
Sorry for the kind of long wait to post. DE's have slowly started showing up, and any half-bloods need to be careful. Since I obviously am one, I have to make sure that this little bugger isn't seen. Don't think a muggle contraption would go over well.

Anyway...for fear of who else might read this, I will not reveal a lot. All I can say, is they've shown up and we're constantly on our toes. Our young Order members are doing well. I am worried about Gurglemesh, he seems a lot more jumpy now that they're here. I think this is his first field job, poor boy.

I need to go...Hatching our tomorrow, I need to have my strength up.
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strawberries
Sep. 20th, 2004 @ 02:41 pm Explainations, Recuirts, and Sorrow
temperment: contemplative
First what Charlie did for that week; A calming storm )</font>

That’s what went on Saturday night/Sunday morning.

Five new recruits are here now. I believe their names are Carol Bens, Tony Reynolds, Helga Kent, Gurglemesh Tirade, and Harvey Long. Really nice kids. (They are all so young) Three of them, Tony, Helga, and Gurglemesh—I believe—are specifically trained to fight off the Imperius curse. Which is really comforting.

We are still waiting for the DE’s to show up…but so far, so good. I can only hope they have ‘more important things to attend too’, so they’ll leave us alone!
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Sep. 19th, 2004 @ 04:15 am A Storm Dragged In
temperment: relieved yet scared
A Storm overhead )</font>

The rest when I can focus.
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Sep. 17th, 2004 @ 05:15 pm Gone to the Ministry
temperment: sick and scared
I can't say much...it's hurts...Charlie is still gone. Dumbledore is meeting today with the Ministry. He's heading there now...actually he should be there....life is a horrible thing.
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tainted
Sep. 16th, 2004 @ 11:24 pm A lead.....that ended in failure
temperment: crushed
I meant to update earlier, but we thought we had a lead on his where-abouts earlier. We, being Moody, Diggle, and I, went after the source. Tonks wanted to go...but we needed someone to stay here at the reserve in case he came back or someone came calling for me. I went because I know the people here, and speak a little of the language.

But it was a false alarm...it was a young couple vacationing...the young man happened to be a redhead....

Oh Charlie...come back....I wish I just knew he was safe. Well tomorrow is the last day to really start panicing. If he's not back by tomorrow, we're alerting the Ministry. Dumbledore really doesn't want to...but it's going to be nessary.

The Ministry's going to have to let others know He-who-must-not-be-named is not just in England anymore.....Missing since last Sunday....where could he be?

I don't want him to have been taken! He can't!! He just can't! He has to be alive! He just has too!
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tainted
Sep. 14th, 2004 @ 12:15 am Looking....with *some* hope
temperment: sick with worry
Tonks did come, she's here now. We still haven't heard hide nor hair of him. Moody thinks it was you-know-who himself that took him. Tonks keeps reassuring me that that is ridiculous. He-who-must-not-be-named has no idea who are Order memembers and who aren't. Especially one so far away from England.

I've let myself go a bit. Tonks about forced me to eat and shower (I know two nights doesn't seem like a big deal to not shower...but here at the reserve where it's dirty and grimy....it is). She keeps telling me everything is fine. That he just is really upset right now and needed time away.

I just can't imagine him not telling anyone that he was leaving. Charlie has a strong sense of responsibility, and that's just not like him. This is so hard. It's almost harder then knowing he's really dead....god if he is....

You think of so many horrible things when you don't know. I'd almost him rather be dead then him have to go through the things my head keeps coming up with.

I think the most calming thing is, however, is that Dumbledore doesn't think we should really panic until he's been missing for about four days. He's been gone two now...I can't imagine how worse I'll feel if he hasn't come back by Friday.

Tonks said that Snape should hear something soon, if they have taken him. He is in the Inner Circle...and it wouldn't be a small thing if they kidnapped a Weasley. He-who-must-not-be-named probably (or this is what Mad-eye keeps saying) has a good idea that most of the adult Weasley's are in the Order. It would be silly if they weren't. But to make such a bold move this early in the game, Tonks and Diggle think would be ridiculous.

We'll just see...I hope it is just the fights.

If he comes back in one piece, alive and well...I will love him and never ever fight with him again.
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tainted
Sep. 12th, 2004 @ 07:19 pm All is lost
temperment: worried
We think Pan...died. We can't find him anywhere. But too top it all off Charlie's missing. He hasn't been seen since last night. And the person only thinks it was him.

I know we've been arguing...and we've been on really bad terms...but I love him, and he's gone. I've never been so sick with worry in my life. I just wish...before he disappeared that I had told him....Merlin I don't know what to do. I've informed Dumbledore and he's sending some Memebers out to do a search. He promised me Tonks...I think he knows I need her right now...

I lost Sirius, I can't lose Charlie....I just can't.
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tainted
Sep. 9th, 2004 @ 12:53 am Gone?
temperment: worried
sounds: thoughts in my head
Pan is still missing. We've looked every where. I've had him since I was a fifth year at Hogwarts (a.k.a. I was 15). I'm really worried. I want to know where my cat is!
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tainted
Sep. 7th, 2004 @ 08:51 pm A Missing Friend, Cat, and Heart
temperment: indifferent
sounds: Muggle radio
Seeing as how I couldn't stay in my room for the rest of my life...I'm out of it. Doing my buisness once again. Working and such...

I wish I knew of someway to contact Lynn...I hope she is alright after what they all said...those horrid things...

I have been avoiding Charlie at all costs. In fact I hardly see him at all...even though we do live in the same hut. I believe he may also be avoiding me. Which I am perfectly content with. Seeing as how I loathe the dragon right now.

I am worried about my cat, Pan...I haven't seen him since before we went to Diagon Alley...I wish I knew were he went off too. It's not safe in the dragon reserve for a cat to go wandering off. Mellony swore she'd help me look for him if he hadn't shown up by tomorrow though.
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Sep. 5th, 2004 @ 11:55 pm A***hole
temperment: infuriated
For the love of Merlin, I really hate that boy...I have not in fact left my room. But he's out there. Just sitting there, staring at my door....I know he is.

But his an arsehole, and I don't want to talk to him. I haven't decided if I even want to stay here. Either this fight is going to end in a total seperation or the greatest snog I've ever had in my life.

And right now I'm so angry...no, I shouldn't say things like that.

He has made me think. I have been still, subconciously, stuck on Sirius. Yes, I love Charlie Weasley...but Sirius was my true love...even if Charlie is my soul mate, they aren't the same two things.

(I sound ridiculously girly) But how can he expect me to be over Sirius already? It's only been--around--three months. Some people take their whole lives to get over someone. He's lucky I was ready at two, and I'm not...not totally ready, which he's picked up on. I think he wanted me to just get over him in a snap.

Well, it just doesn't happen like that, not when you love someone as long as I love him...

But even besides this...Lynn. I have never heard someone be so mean to a person just because of their family. I can't believe Charlie. It was rude, and hurtful, and he's a bastard for it! (no offense Molly, Arthur) I hope Lynn is doing alright...

I trust her, Fred trusts her, Bill trusts her, the people that matter trust her. Charlie doesn't matter, George doesn't matter. Dumbledore does, and that's all that matters.

My arsehole of a boyfriend can go **** himself.
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tainted
Sep. 4th, 2004 @ 11:01 am Pure-blood isn't a bad thing
temperment: pissed off
So we went to Diagon Alley yesterday...and I hate some Weasley's right now.

We went, Bill, I, and Charlie we're having a good time. Then we headed to Weasley Wizarding Wheezes' and only George was working. We were talking to him when Lynn and Fred showed up. (They were holding hands, but I think only I caught it) Then things got tense. George was pissed at Fred for not being at work, Charlie was uncomfortable with Lynn around (because she's a Malfoy) and Bill and I were trying to calm everything down.

So I suggested eating. Lynn had us go back to the Leaky Cauldron (where she was staying) and we started eating dinner there. That's when things got ugly. George made this half amused but mostly angry comment about Fred and Lynn dating...this brought on a huge fight.

Charlie was the biggest asshole on the face of this planet. And managed to get Lynn to storm out of her OWN room, wherein we continued to argue, he brought up Sirius...in a bad way...and then I stormed out.

Here, this is what happened after Lynn left:After the fall )</font>

And the fight continued throught the night. Until we both screamed ourselves asleep. He's probably outside my door right now sleeping...or waiting for me to come out...but I'm not...Not right now. Not when I think the first thing I'm going to do when I see that freckled face is hex it into the next Dragon age....
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Sep. 2nd, 2004 @ 06:39 pm Perfection
temperment: ::so excited::
sounds: talking in the other room
So Fluer...she's nice and all. Hard to understand... Really seems to like Bill...

Of Bloody hell! I hate her here! Charlie's actually doing really well not being "seduced" by her charms or anything. But she's this perfect little thing. Blonde, pale, tall, slender, graceful, young...it makes me sick!

I can't stand it. I feel like an ugly git next to her. And I can't believe Bill is dating her! She's only 19!!! Bill is like what, 29? That's a ten year diffence! How could he even think she's...

Calming down, sorry. I just have felt all day that I have to compete with her. She's perfect in every way...and I'm well...not. I'm kind of short, my hair is dull black, no where near graceful, I have the nastiest cellulite on my thighs...ok not the nastiest...but it's there. I don't feel anywhere near Fluer.

And Charlie is trying really hard, I know he is. But she's half-veela...they just have this ...charm... about them. And I hate it.

I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it, it's the normal "girl's" jealousy kicking in.

Anyway, she leaves in about an hour...so it's fine. (Her and Bill are going out, then she's apparating home, and he's coming back here) Tomorrow, DIAGON ALLEY! ^_^
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strawberries
Sep. 1st, 2004 @ 08:11 pm Hung-over
temperment: crappy
Gah, my head is killing me. I woke up with a hang-over...and now I'm nursing it....and Charlie's. Bill went back to bed.

Fluer is coming tomorrow, Charlie finally told me what was going on with that. She's apparently half-Veela...so now I am not excited.

Anyway, had great time last night. The Candadians won, we went to some pub (whose name I don't remember) and it was a grand ol' party. Almost didn't get home. We had to take the Knight Bus back, we were all very very drunk.

Great times...I would put more up...but I really need to go to the bathroom...feel sick.
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Aug. 31st, 2004 @ 10:32 am ....Hate
temperment: frustrated
Stupid magic interferince!! Quidditch game, today, pub later, Thursday Fluer, Friday Diagon Alley. There. It was a nice update before...but whatever...

Lizzie
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strawberries
Aug. 29th, 2004 @ 08:24 pm Long Vacation
temperment: excited
sounds: all's pretty quiet
Bill comes tomorrow! I'm so very excited. We're going to the Quidditch game on Tuesday and on Friday (the day before he leaves) we're all going to Diagon Alley for shopping!

It's like this long wonderful vacation. Well, I don't have much else to write, so good bye for now.
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Aug. 28th, 2004 @ 01:31 am Glad she's alright
temperment: contemplative
sounds: Charlie's in the shower for some reason--at 1 in the morning
Well I'm glad to see that Lynn is still in fact alive and kicking. (If you need any help getting out I'm sure Charlie and I could send a nice dragon down there as a 'gift'.) And for heaven's sakes...if you want to marry the darn Weasley get to it! ...not that I can talk....

Let's see...Bill comes in two days. Fleur (the young french girl he's apprently seeing) wants to come over sometime while he's here. Charlie doesn't seem to keen on it, but he won't tell me why....Anyway, my Mum also wants to come down. Which is odd for her. She doesn't usually like to leave the neighborhood anymore. (I think it's because she some how got wind of Charlie and I's relationship...if I find out who told.....*coughTonkscough*) Mum's been wanting me to settle down and marry for quite sometime. And my mother, for all her oddities, this one is the oddest. She has been telling me to get on and marry a pure-blood. I don't understand. Of all people to talk, her! Marrying a muggle, loving muggles as she does... I'll never understand her.

I think she just wants to make sure she has grandchildren some day. The Longbottom line is being carried on through that cousin of mine...what's his name...Neville or something...but I think she doesn't see it as enough. (I've heard his quite a klutz in the magic department, almost a Squip or something, I think it's hogwash. I've never heard of a Longbottom without a strong magical power, his is probably just not developed yet.)

Yes, so, all about marrying a pureblood. She probably would have had a heart-attack if she'd ever known I had been 'seeing' a Black, the "royality" of wizarding kind. Also probably would not have been at all happy. He was a 'murderer' and all. (She about lost it when she found I had been writing to him in Azkaban)

Still taking things slow with Charlie...it's getting harder though. We do live in the same house...But I don't think I'm ready...I don't know. When the time comes, the time comes...and I'll know then.

Back to the Mum thing. I think we're going to try and have her up in Sepetember sometime. Maybe even October. When all the eggs have hatched, and all the dragons are much calmer. She never was much for magical dangerous creatures...
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Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 12:13 pm Weasley Animal Magnitism
temperment: worried
sounds: More American music--Hanging by a Moment
Well everyone is gone, and it's really quiet now. Almost too quiet. It's weird to get used to the lack of hustle and bustle of the whole family.

I wanted to talk about the whole Weasley experience, but there is just so much. I found that the two girls are absolutely amazing. I really got to know them better, Ginny is a lot like the twins, it's almost a bit frigtening.

I also talked to the twins about their joke shop. I'm going to have to visit soon. I wonder what I need to get from Diagon Alley? I'm sure there's somethings.

Talked a lot with Arthur as well. He thought it was fascinanting that I lived in a half and half home. Utterly fascinanting. Even more so because my papa was japanese, making it cross-cultural as well. So that was fun.

Hermione and Ginny reveled some secrets to me. And I don't feel right telling them on here. But it deals with boys, and Weasley Animal Magnitism. (I don't know where they got that from...Hermione said Ron's said it before, and Ginny says that the twins have been saying it for ages actually she said it's been around longer then she can remember. Charlie hasn't said it....yet)

Okay, this is a bit silly, but Charlie kissed me in front of his family. Granted they all weren't paying attention--it had been at dinner one evening--but the fact that he was so open about it...I don't know, it made me feel good inside. Sirius and I had to hide our relationship...and any before that, was at Hogwarts (yes I hadn't dated for awhile) and obviously none of that was going on in front of my mum. It wasn't a long kiss or anything, just a chaste peck, but enough that made me feel truely loved.

Side note: Fred would/did stare pointedly at us a lot. (And seeing as how I "know" about his "secret" relationship...I think I know why) He asked at one point if he could borrow Aristotle from me. He wouldn't tell me why...but I have an idea.

He's stranied, I can tell. I never knew the twins before Grimmauld...but I assume he was like George, and George's carefree attitude...and Fred's...it seems forced. Not all the time. But sometimes I'd see him just sitting there, eyes glazed, not at all like how I sometimes remembered him.

Then again, I know he has more to worry about then George. Lynn is a Malfoy, one obviously on our side...but she is stuck somewhere horrid...and very unsafe. Especially during these times. I think he's worried. And now that I meantion it, so am I. I haven't heard from Lynn in awhile, even on these journals. Maybe I should owl Lynn as well...
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strawberries
Aug. 23rd, 2004 @ 03:29 pm Redheads Galore
temperment: cheerful
sounds: hustle and bustle (packing)
So the Weasley's are here, and now they are getting ready to pack. It has been wild and crazy. And I wish I would have had time to write while they were here, but I did not. So tomorrow I will fill in more so with info.

That's it, and I must go back to helping pack, and then dinner at 7. Molly and I will be cooking in about an hour.

<3's Lizzie
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strawberries
Aug. 17th, 2004 @ 12:56 pm Just a normal day at the reserve
temperment: energetic
sounds: muggle music--we will be loved (it's even american!)
We're getting things ready for the arrival of the who Weasley clan. Charlie is throughly excited about having his family stay for awhile, as am I. It will be a bit awkward seeing how I'm only even remotely close to Molly and Bill...but I'll manage.

Mellony, a friend of ours, and the woman who owns the hut next to us, is going on vacation for a bit. So she offered them her hut. It is very gracious of her, and I'm going to have to thank her some how when she gets back. Maybe I'll take her to London for some shopping. It seems like a girly thing to do, and Mellony seems to enjoy that type of thing.

However, Mellony isn't the cleanest person around, so we've been scrubbing and tiding the hut for everyone--especially Molly, who'll have a fit if she see's it otherwise--and we have to find her cat. It's a half-kneazle, ugly gold thing running around. We think it hid when she left. I just hope we find it before they come, last thing I need is for the twins to find it while there here.

Besides that, things are average. Charlie had an accident a bit ago with the Ironbelly. But he's alright, thank goodness. We think we may have convinced a few Romanian wizards and witches from town to go talk to Dumbledore about the whole war. At least Yates seemed interested, as did Erglin. Can't say for sure however.

Bill's not coming up till the 30th, Gringotts wouldn't let him off and then he had a mission to take care of until the 29th, so he's coming here as soon as he finishs. That'll be exciting. We're thinking of going and seeing a Quidditch match. We think there's a match in Germany, Heidelberg Harriers against some team from North America, the Hairyburg Hammers or something. HH against HH. We thought that was funny.

Tomorrow Charlie and I are planning to go into the market, it's in a sweet little muggle town that I just adore, and get a few foods and things. Charlie even promised that we might stop for something to eat. So that's a bit exciting.

Broom lessons have been tiring. But I'm not nearly as bad as I started. And awkward touchs and things don't keep happening...other then that life is as normal as it can be at a dragon reserve.
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